start watching english series

d first series that i start to watch is d vampire diaries..duno whether i am weird or curious about how a human can fall in love with a vampire that u know he may kill u one day in order to get d blood to survive.and yet u cant even get pregnant to give birth to a normal child.

but i know love is blind. when we fall in love ..our eyes will see d good things in other.am i fall into love? i will say YES..God's love change me a lot and make me grow.. HE is so passion and love me all the time no matter i am good or following HIS will.

improving eng through watching eng series..

2012--my opinion jz above average

i watched this movie yesterday 12am..
first time saw so many people rushing to d cinema to watch this movie
conclusion-humans scare to die

this movie is ok..d storyline but still got a lot of space for improvement. it jz showing d disaster.but i don feel d panic behavior of d character..

it jz showing how all d world ends...it reflects my mind that human are sinful creatures that are so self-fish when the time of dead coming.but d movie didnt show much about that. after watching it--for me jz a normal movie as in real life..it will be 10000000000000X worst than d situation in d movie.

it show me that d life in this world is unfair.only d rich and have strong power will survive. i have experience d life being a rich and powerful family and being a poor and weak people ...so i really can feel that d feeling of poor..and somemore many of them are worst than my worst situation.
although i know i cant change d world..but d things in my control i will make it as fair as i can..i dont want discrimination and unfair things to happen..as d weaker part always suffer d outcome.

and again i am angry..but i hold my temper as it spoilt my mood of watching d movie as they talk so loud and non stop..this show how irresponsible a person. they never care about others as they are selfish. so annoying and irritating..uneducated and irresponsible.

i slept at 4..and wake up at 8.45.2moro will b a tiring day for me...

although we are the same in common but actually we are different

if follow schedule, i will be going sing k this afternoon. but i took this time to think about a lot of things. why? i pray and ask god for His words and direction. and i know there is different understanding about christianity life. and yet this happenned when christianity start to seperate into Roman Catholic and Potestant.
ya, its true that all of us have different journey with Him and all of us called ourselves christian as we belief he is the only GOd that loves us and die for our sin, follow his commanment, read his words and be as wise as He is.

i doesnt mean d songs u guys sang r not good, but it spoiled my mood as i feel it like evil---as half of them are christian. i cant hear any encoutering of GOd ..and some of them just sing of the sact of responsibilities..if u come with willingness and heart for Him, why all of u memorise d lyrics as it has been so long practising?it also brings to a point that half of d group representing cf r non-believers..how shameful it is for d believers and our GOd.. thats d reason i dont want to sing. no because of d reason that i cant sing but i dont want to do somethings for responsibilities although it start with passion and heart.

when d direction is different, i decided to take d step to step down from being committee member of cf as i know God have different purposes for all of us. and our understanding about God and level of faith are different.that's d answer i get after praying and fasting for half day.
no matter how u guys look at me..its fine..because d important things is how HE look at me..thats it.i know i am selfish and self-centre.as i ketekut in loving people..but i will grow in my love for people....

i am serious about my religion..it is not part of my life but its my whole life. i know its not enough to live a christianity life ..and i need to make deciples as what He had told us through bibles.

no matter how different we are we still serving d same god. we are son and daughter of Him..this time it maybe a new trial and challenge that he give to me for me to be more strong and stable at d ground to rise up for Him...

everything fine

by His grace and mercy..everythings are fine now..

finished my presentation.although in d process a lots of things happenned and unsatisfaction with d people. but atleast i keep my anger and i know i should accept the truth of the world that everyone is different and we are imperfect. but somehow i really duno whether there are wrongs in my way of caring people..i will angry with u jz bcz i care abt u and want u to change and i know u can do it..if 1 day i stop doing this to u..u will know i already felt dissapointed with u and left u go..

i hv done my presentation..i am steady and better than what i thought. and d lecturer love d power point so much--appreciate his words of appraisement..prove that my hard job is worth for it. and yet i never know they r so many people clapping hands after my group finished..it shocked me..bcz my group is not 100% ready to present..10s to my Father in Heaven again for his love to me and people around me..

went out dinner with feng and wil..we went to d fast food shop..forgot d name..d food is nice..somewhere near d oldtown white coffee uptown(same row)
feng get his salary so he belanja wil and me..really paiseh..bcz i may not b able 2 belanja him with my salary as he is going to leave soon...haih..by d way..next time i belanja u back ? k?
10s for d fellowship there and advices from both of u...

pray again..........

planning for 2moro..
watching movie alone?
sing k alone?
go popular or mph 2 read books?
window shopping..(ya..forgot i need to find whether there is any bright shirt available..if cheap can buy if no..sorry Jun..i can only wear white shirt on 22nov)

what's next?
ya d presentation for d bible studies?
n also preparing some worship songs..i think i should b prepared as i am going to serve in this area and better to b equip b4 i go n find Alex..

finally it came to an end...what next>>?.

finally i finished my AS exam yesterday afternoon..it was a long long exam period last from around 1 month...aih ..but i knew that i am not doing as well as what i should be.

next..yaaa...d moral presentation next tuesday...how is it so far?guys?finishing?haha.i am still on d way..

next week another schooling days...4 hours accouting with an hour rest in between per day...its killing..i need more food to eat ..as accouting kills a lot of my brain's cell..

ya..my dance practice..Jac join d team..she learned so fast..amazing..(i learned for so many times still not that good..but its a good try for me..18 years d first time perfoming dance in front of so many people..so nervous...luckily boon feng is away on that day...or else he will laugh non-stop..i already experienced it when i was doing my dance practice in church..
i know i am so kaku..like a tree..and d girl-my partner-she is so great..somemore she is cheer leading..so let all d attention put on her..and i will keep myself at d side...or else i will destroy d beautifulness of d scene...

it was a good sharing topic on vibe yesterday..really like it..thing that make us attractive is d personalities and characteristics that we have in ourselves and not d outlook.
d appearance of ourselves can only last for a while..

a good personalities(great..)
+
a good outlook(adding value..add impurities)
=
perfect man...

tis morning was d first time bible study at His Zone..it was a great time for us to know more about His words..
its so glad that almost all d life group members made their effort to come..and Rachel u have done a good job..

tis week quite fruitful..
as i have a lot of new experiences- helping to run d event for thai students who visit to kdu..its so great and i am so proud of them as their english--so good--since they are 15years old...wah- they have lots of nutrients to grow so tall....so jealous..but its ok..God create me in His image so i have no right to complain about it..blah222

going to old town white coffee for dinner---i think i should do something for d life group frens..i still remember that Wil..told me that having dinner with others is the best time to build d friendship..
i am so glad that everyone of them enjoyed it and deserved it--although lots of funny things happened there.
jasmin-next time dun order maggi soup again...there are lots of nice food there...do bring tissue next time..haha

going to tropicana to do 1 to 1 with William-we have dinner at ice point(bin dian) near gsc..i realize that i am putting minimum effort to do things for Him..when wil asked me either u r selfish or u hv no heart to do things for Him?
i realize that i should put in more effort and christianity is not all about building yourself spiritually but at d same time making deciples and helping others to grow..

going to face2face to eat pan mee---i was so shocked that got people came to pj for half a year never tried this..so we plan to go there for dinner..but its great...
as u know consequences of after eating pan --mee--making biz at d toilet after going home...
i think its a way to clean my 'refrigerator'..

met with 3 new girls came to kdu for study 1 mths plus ago.. have a talk with them..they are christian but they are not going to church anymore--i didnt ask furthermore abt it as d possible reason for this happened is they not feel belonging to d church or being dissapointed by d people in d church.. so i start my invitation to them to come to my church..for indescrirable..
atfirst everything going ok..but when msA come and joined d topic..it all destroyed..they directly ran away...i know d problem..but i cant fix it

so i know cf wont b d best place for me to stay as there is no point for all d christians to gather 2gether every week while college is d best way to reach out but they are not doing d right way..
i know i should not judge any other people..but i know i should stand up for d people.

praying for d church frens..they r fasting..and Carissa is fasting for 1 mth..so amazing...jia you..

and lastly my house still cannot online..now lagi worst..d electric not stable somemore...landlord please kindly settle all d things as soon as possible..

good night guys,,1!!!
see u guys 2moro in church

Grace Extended

Grace Extended
John 1:16-17
16-From the fullness of his grace we have all received one blessing after another. (To the blessing that came through Moses has been added the greater blessing that has come through Jesus.)
17-For the law was given through Moses, grace and truth came through Jesus Christ.
Reference
Hebrews 1:1-4
1 In the past God spoke to our forefathers through the prophets at many times and in various ways,
2 But in these last days he has spoken to us by his Son, whom he appointed heir of all things, and through whom he made the universe.
3 The son is the radiance of God’s glory and the exact representation of his being, sustaining all things by his powerful word. After he had provided purification for sins, he sat down at the right hand of the Majesty in heaven.
4 So he became as much superior to the angels as the name he has inherited is superior to theirs.

Story:
2 Kings 6:24-7:10
6:24- Famine in Besieged Samaria
7:3- The Siege Lifted

Acts 20:24- however, I consider m life worth nothing to me, if only I may finish the race and complete the task the Lord Jesus has given me-the task of testifying to the gospel of God’s grace.
Reference
2 Timothy 4:7- I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have keep the faith. (Paul looks back over 30 years of labor as an apostle. Like an athlete who had engaged successfully in a contest, he had finished the race and kept the faith, had carefully preserved the deposit of Christian truth.

Grace received needs to become grace extended.
Practical questions:
1. Do you mind to spend your time with people to extend the grace to them?
2. Who do you take out for a meal?
3. Who do you spend your free time with?
4. Who do you give your gifts to?
5. Who do you pray for?
6. Will you consider making a change in your life to include people whom you left behind?
7. Whom will you invite to the church?

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