although we are the same in common but actually we are different

if follow schedule, i will be going sing k this afternoon. but i took this time to think about a lot of things. why? i pray and ask god for His words and direction. and i know there is different understanding about christianity life. and yet this happenned when christianity start to seperate into Roman Catholic and Potestant.
ya, its true that all of us have different journey with Him and all of us called ourselves christian as we belief he is the only GOd that loves us and die for our sin, follow his commanment, read his words and be as wise as He is.

i doesnt mean d songs u guys sang r not good, but it spoiled my mood as i feel it like evil---as half of them are christian. i cant hear any encoutering of GOd ..and some of them just sing of the sact of responsibilities..if u come with willingness and heart for Him, why all of u memorise d lyrics as it has been so long practising?it also brings to a point that half of d group representing cf r non-believers..how shameful it is for d believers and our GOd.. thats d reason i dont want to sing. no because of d reason that i cant sing but i dont want to do somethings for responsibilities although it start with passion and heart.

when d direction is different, i decided to take d step to step down from being committee member of cf as i know God have different purposes for all of us. and our understanding about God and level of faith are different.that's d answer i get after praying and fasting for half day.
no matter how u guys look at me..its fine..because d important things is how HE look at me..thats it.i know i am selfish and self-centre.as i ketekut in loving people..but i will grow in my love for people....

i am serious about my religion..it is not part of my life but its my whole life. i know its not enough to live a christianity life ..and i need to make deciples as what He had told us through bibles.

no matter how different we are we still serving d same god. we are son and daughter of Him..this time it maybe a new trial and challenge that he give to me for me to be more strong and stable at d ground to rise up for Him...