nervous and scare

all the lecturers worry about us..i also veli worry and scare as the trial exam is coming in this coming september. the trial exam is important as the result will b use for forecast in the next semester . a lot of worries arise as i am wondering whether i can manage my time well and score for all the 3 subjects that i am taking? bcz i wish to get sponsors or scholarship after a-level
i wish to do twinning programmes for law but somehow d uk uni is too expensive and i do not wish to spend my parents' money//

my sister told me not to worry about this as for this moment just do well for ur exam and later baru think abt of all this things. if god want me to do that He will show his way to me...God please guide me and bring all the worries that i have now away...Amen

finish the malaysian studies presentation

sorry to all guys as i am not doing for all the things. i think i can do better and next time i really cannot do the last minute work. luckily, every things done already and yet jz want to start preparing for the exam going on two weeks from now.
e-forum still got one assignment, mayb i will do it 2moro....try to make it as good as possible as i dont wish to spend my time and money to repeat the same useless course...]]hahaah

next mth ..i need 2 move again

there is a few reasons that i am going to do that.

first of all, i cannot cope with the family as they already over their rights not only observing what i am doing all the time, asking everything like who are ur frens what are they doing and how u know them? r they good?'they also remind me all the time d same things to lock d door but somehow i do it everytime no need to remind me for so many times. and they do not talk in the house. so strange...they only talk to me about the money matter.so bored...and everyday i take 10 min to open and lock all the locks b4 n after school ..so tiring

secondly, the place is too far until i sweat every day and all my clothes like kena hujan all wet... 'chan'

thirdly, it is not safe also for me to walk such far away in the night time..so quiet the road and i need to look here and there to make sure their are no bad people that may bring my life to a dangerous situation.

fourhly, i think i am the kind of person that like freedom, i can manage my life by my own and i think my self-control is ok but i do not like people that campur tangan in my life..especially now living with the family..


after the above 4 main reasons, i think now i should pray everyday for a new room that i can stay longer there...God please guilde me to the place that u want me to go..

happy birthday to boon feng

it jz a wonderful birthday celebration for my church frens(going to be neighbourhood frens 2 day from now) boon feng 20th birthdya....he is quite 'cham'being treat like that. but somehow this will be a sweet memories for him to kept...

he jz a nice guy..he never reject the things we do on him.....10s also for his friendship...


photos visit my facebook account..

keep updated with my blog ooo

worry...again

academic

accounting-start facing difficulties..want to find out where is the problem

law-uncertainty-as the lecturer change n change again and d latest one is a new sikh lady jz graduated from university of wales ..so worry about her ability to bring me up for the best result i can achieve...since she do not have any teaching experience b4

business studies-the lecutrer teach very fast suddenly like quite stress..need to put a lot of effort in it

next week malaysian studies presentation..worry about it also

my as-level exam in this october and trial in this september quite worry as there is a lot of things that i need to study...

settling d things with d college authorities ..although i am the person who give more than what i received but somehow is ok as lord will take care of me whereever i am and how d situation i am facing.

worry Abt d way to generate a new life in new place..duno can cope with d living style of d people in d house..


have a sad feeling as i am going to leave d hostel..although there is lots of bad things happen here,but somehow this is d first place that i learned to live on my own away from my parents and home..the place that i start to go to this wonderful church and meet with many frens.


waiting d new life that i am going to start with this sunday...


oo..2 of july is a veli important day for me....guess what is it

busy week and a lot of first time here

this week really busy since monday as i was asked to do some task for kdu cf. all these things were new to me and i learnt from them. 2day i got my first eng bible from the christian bookshop. 10s to ms angeline for bringing me there. apart from that i was exposed to involve in the treassure hunt event organised by the pre-u school..although there were lots of differents things from what i had thought b4 and the way doing that...i not feeling so comfort and i jz pray to ask for wisdom from god. god lead me the way. He told me everyone have their way of generating their own life, how they act may not be their personalities. nothing is worthy than a person who is truthful and faithful in their life. sometimes i jz wondering are those people had a sense of tireness after pretending as who they should not be in their lives?

For me, i rather said the truthword and be myself although i will not get as much respect from others compared to those who pretending well as someone that is loving,kindness and with much good characteristics..



bored..........lots of quetions arised in my mind

genting highlands trip..high blood pressure

last saturday i followed the church gang to genting...erms this was my 2nd times visiting genting but the first time played almost all d most scary games in the theme park. omg...i really stopped my heart beat 4 5 seconds d moment the solero shot came down from the highest point. and the most shameful thing was that i screamed throughout all the games including the swing as i felt scare.. after the whole day i felt my heart beat was so fast never ever b4 and i thought that my blood pressure rose a lot.

i really have admiration for boon feng as he told the cold jokes all the times although the weather was so cold. He played fools with me all the time..and i really cannot tahan lah...


this was a nice and memorable experiences with people from eaglepoint damansara. 10s, uncle aaron, william ,carissa,philee,yinghui,ada orang, chung kiat, and boon feng...10s...hahaha


photos can be seen at my facebook account..do have a nice visit

my testimony that is gonna to share this friday during cf meeting

My testimony
First and foremost, I want to praise God for giving me this golden opportunity to share my testimony here. When I was told to share something about myself in front of all KDU CF members and the “new faces” to this college, I really felt happy as I was given this golden opportunity to share my testimony .At the same time, I felt worry and nervous also about what topic or which part of my life I am going to share with everyone. After thinking and pray to the God, I think Father Lord wanted me to share something about how I came to KDU, how I started my journey with GOD at pj here and what I learnt throughout the journey of my life.

At the very beginning, I am going to introduce myself to all of u guys. My name is Jin Chieh, can call me JC also. I was born in a Christian family and I grow up at Sibu, which is one of the towns in Sarawak. After I finished my SPM, I just wondering what am I going to do after this? Am I going to continue my study in form 6? Or start working? Or continue my study at college？
I really have no idea of my future. I just pray to God everyday asking Him to lead me to the path that he want me to travel. My parents want me to continue my study at Taylors University College but I refuse to do so. The reasons are the tuition fee is quite expensive and I do not want to burden my parents and also I think God has chosen another way for me. I just seek for advice from various education consultants and suddenly one of the consultants told me about KDU college. What is KDU stand for? Where is it? Is it famous and providing high quality in education field? I never heard of this college before. None of my friends or seniors from my high school studied there before. But somehow I have a strong feeling and God spoke into my heart that this college will be my next destiny. I just told others that I want to further my study at KDU, a lots of disagree sound coming out from my parents, teachers, relatives and friends. Why you want to put yourself into risk? There is still another better choice compare to this. I just stand on my own decision to study at KDU college.
I arrive at KDU in 25th March this year. I just came alone and there were lots of challenges waiting for me. I need to do everything by my own. I do not know anything about pj and how the society here. I have a lot of worries when I came here. I do not know whether I can suit myself to life here and overcome all the obstacles. I was arranged to stay at the KDU hostel. I just pray hard to God to ask for his wisdom to lead me and give me strength to continue my life here. I learnt how to take bus, find places to buy groceries, take cab and many more. The 3rd day, I just thought on going to church for Sunday service. Where should I go? Where should I ask for this? I had no idea. God show His will to me. I just walk down from my unit and go down to the downstairs. There was a guy called Mervin. I just ask him which church is the nearest to the hostel? Do you know anyone who gp to church? He just told me he was going to church and now he was waiting for Aaron’s car to church for life group. He asked me whether I want to follow him or not. Without thinking too much, I just quickly answer’ Yes’. I felt very happy and like released all the burdens as God has answered me. He has led me the way to seek for his wisdom.

The church that I was going in my hometown was a Methodist church which comprised of thousands of people. The church that I am going now is Eaglepoint Damansara which is a planting church under Every Nation organization. At the church I met with a lot of people and they showed their caring and love to me. They will sms me quite frequently, brought me out to yamcha, go for a short trip and many more. They never let me to feel alone or not being accepted by the church. I learnt step by step, and preparing myself to start serving this church. When the leader in the church gave me some tasks, I just asked myself can I do all of these? I really do not have confident. However, God compassion always with me and I gained more confident in myself. Lately, I was asked by Pastor Shawn to attend a short leadership course organized by my church. I really quite surprised to hear that as I am the new people in the church. Others who attend this course are already here for more than 1 year. Ooh! Seldom got pastor invites people by talking to him/her face to face. I learnt a lot through this course.
The next thing I am going to share is how I know about KDU CF. I still remembered the first day i came to college and Ms Angeline asking the students who are Christians? I just raised up my hand and she told me about CF. she is a passionate people that I never met with before and her willingness to serve God really touched by her as she teach me a lot and share a lot of things about God. If not mistaken, she had brought me to join more than 5 events that held by her church or others in this two months time. I learnt a lot from all that events and may be next time I can share some experiences.
Before I end my talk, I just want to say thank you for giving me this chances to share my testimony and all the best to the new students. Never be afraid in anything that happen to you as God always be with you. God bless you. See you guys next week.

self-introduction

name: Jin Chieh 俊杰( can call me JC)

my christian name: Xerois( short form of Xavier Royce,Xavier is the name given by my parents and Royce is the name given by the Pastor who did baby dedication for me

my birthday: 23 January 1991( remember 123)

my sex: male

my race: 100% pure Chinese(dun say i am iban or mixed blood anymore)

my constellation: Aquarius

my blood type: A

my kindergarten: Hua Ying Kindergarten
my primary school: SUDC NO.4
my secondary school: SMK METHODIST SIBU
my tertiary school : KDU College,pj campus(now)

my hobby: listening to music, online, eating, sleeping and....

my ambition: to be a lawyer(but somehow i dun think i will be a lawyer throughout my life as i have a lot of dreams

my dreams: to help the poor people and native to be educated and help those who need my help
to seek for God

my favourite food: anythings that taste nice

my idol: JESUS

my height: erm...i am not short but fun in size

my weight: not more than 50kg

my family: not rich, but still can have a normal living, my dad is working for Rimbunan Hijau and going to retire soon and my mum is a full-time housewife. i have two elder sisters and one brother. i am the youngest people in my family. my eldest sister is a teacher in a high school while the another sister and brother are salesmen.

my hometown: Sibu, Sarawak

my academic background:
UPSR: 7A'S(straight A's)
PMR: 8A'S(straight A's)
SPM: 8A1's4B3(B3 for Biology,Chemistry,Additional Mathematics,English for Science and Technology)-result for those who is not interested in science subjects and never put in effort for it.

my historical background
1.i have been a scout for 5 years since the year 2004-2008
being selected as ajk at the year 2005/6 ,vice treasurer for the year 2006/7 and vice secretary for the year 2007/8
my level of achievement: Lencana Maju with 7 small badges and stop half way of Lencana Jaya

2. i have been selected as a monitor for 2 years in my primary school and half year in my form4

3. i have been selected as a school prefect for the year 2007/8 (i go up one more step from a class monitor to prefect)

4. i join chinese club since the year 2004 to 2008. the highest post i have achieved is AJK for publicity.i have represent school for chinese debate competition, creative writings, public speaking and have involved in writing articles for club magazine and books.

5. i have been part of my high school student council. i have holding the president post for SLAD(Skim Lencana Anti Dadah) as it is a sub-club under student council. But somehow my task is more likely towards students'problem rather than drug issue.


6. i have been Chief Advertisement Seeker for School magazine club. My records are finding 25 advertisements to be advertised in the school magazine in one month.(not yet counted the others advertisements that i help others to find)

7. i have been an AJK for Kelab Skim Pinjaman Buku Teks for the year 2007/8

8.i have been an AJK for Computer Club for the year ender 2007/8

i join a lot of camps during my high school days.-for scouts camps.prefect camp, student council camp and many more and the highest level is the state level.

i have Diploma for Software Applications-awarded by City and Guilds and a first aids certificate.

i am not good in sports but somehow i join jogging, tennis club in my high school days.

i join others club like astronomy club(1 year), choir(few months),interact(1year) ,junior jaycee(1 year) and christian fellowship (1 year).





attention:
who read through my self introduction still cannot do my quiz in facebook ....better feel regret now...

hi everyone

this is my first eng blog and my 6th blog since i start blogging in the year 2004. i first started my blogging life at friendster. 1 year later i find a new home for me to blogging there is window live space.3 months later i change again to baidu. around half year later i change again to wretch. i do blogging at wretch for 2 years and started my chinese blogging journey at pixnet in november 2007 until today. So after thinking about some reasons and treat this as a way to improve my english, i decided to open this new blog to share my thoughts and feelings with others especially for those who can't read chinese. As time go on, i will have both chinese blog@pixnet and english blog @blogspot.

my chinese blog:http://xerois1.pixnet.net/blog/
my english blog: jinchieh91.blogspot.com
my email-address: jinchieh91@hotmail.com